Whoops forgot my Introduction and Why I'm Blogging........

I guess it would help if I introduced myself before I really got into this blog. Again you have to remember I have epilepsy, It's hard having epilepsy but the drugs to control the seizures are horrible (real catch 22 here) and the one I'm on now (wait a min need to find the bottle so I can spell it.... OK got it) Topiramate makes me forget everything.

My name is Beth but you all should know that. I live in Southern Maine in a sleepy little town. Have a wonderful husband who I have looked at so many times this year and said "Thank God we took a vow 27 years ago because he should never of had to put up with what he has had to go through with this year" Gary I love you! Three amazing beautiful daughters who again I wish I could just wrap them up in my arms and tell them everything is going to be OK. Star, Sarah, Nealy I love you. And two of the most amazing step (I hate that term because it just does not feel right) sons a woman could ask for, Jay and Brian I love you. Three adorable grand daughters Oh my gosh can you say CUTE I love you all so much!!

But the truth is, I don't know if it's going to be OK. I don't and this is what is so scary about what has happened this year.

I am going to try to back track from March and I have to leave so much out in the process but when I get the answerer's and I get the OK to report on them I promise I will because I want the world to know what has happened to me and why it was wrong.

But in the mean time come on over, read what I have to say today. I might be in a really great mood or I may be crying my eyes out who knows. I am a human yoyo and its driving me insane to be honest!! You will find I have a wicked sense of Maine humor. I normally can find anything to laugh at but never at the expense of anyone......that is unless its Steve but he opened that can of worms 1st and oh so many years ago and I'm just following his lead so all is fair when it comes to my good friend Steve from East Long Meadow MA sorry Buddy!!! Oh and Yeah Steve can you feel the love heheheh (it's there you know its there!!!)