Good Bye Mr Scary Dr Monster....Hello Mrs Scary Dr Monster

There comes a time when you have to part ways with a Dr and move on to a new and more specialized Dr. My time came today. I had to say goodbye to Mr Scary Dr Monster and Hello to Mrs Scary Dr Monster.

I will miss Dr K I so loved his sense of humor, his shit eating grin, his pain in the ass side marks. But I know he is not a Dr who specializes in Epilepsy and I need that now.

Today I meet Dr H and NO she was not really Mrs Scary Dr Monster but again any Dr that you have to sit face to face with and look at and tell you why they DON'T know why you are having seizures is scary! And today I have to admit was by far other then being admitted into Baystate July 4 2009 was the scariest sit down I have had to date :(

Good news is I now have a Dr who specializes in epilepsy YEAH!!!!! Bad news is we have to do allot of the tests over because I need a Dr that knows how to read them looking for things we people with epilepsy have that may differ from other people BOOOOO.......AND......I have to do even more tests and one of those tests is the one you have to wear that foolish wire thing on your head for 40-60 hours at home....

Lets look at the good news in that shall we......."IF" Dr H can find anything different or new on this new sleep deprived EEG and the 40-60 hour dohickythingamig I will be wearing at home then............then...........cross your fingers PLEASE................ I wont have to spend 5 days in the hospital off my meds with a staff of I am sure very nice people tying to induce a seizure in me.

I must of had a look of horror on my face because after a few seconds of her telling me this she said well lets try these things 1st and came up with the sleep deprived EEG and the home EEG. Oh my heart sunk in my foot because I never in a million billion zillion years expected a hospital stay!!!!!

Talking to Gary about it I of course came up with 100 great reasons why I cant be gone from home for 5 days. He of course came up with a rebuttal for everyone. When it came to my dogs he said they would be dancing in the streets with me being gone and I swear they heard him and both jumped up and started running circles in the living room as if on clue that Mom was going away the little shits!! I did laugh because it was in fact really funny LOL.

So keep your fingers crossed please and anything thing else you feel you can cross because I really dont like the idea of having to spend 5 days in a hospital to induce a seizure. Oh no not liking that at all!!