Wanta to play a guessing game?

OK guess what the coins are for ??????

Did you guess yet? Come on its so easy......................

OK you give up I will tell you. Its $10. And that equals for me at this very moment a gallon of milk and my anti seizure drugs because at this very moment I am out of both and both of my checking accounts are negative. Yes folks I'm broke. I win the guessing game sorry you loose!!!

I haven't been able to work since having seizures, I keep loosing my drivers licence and well other reasons but this is not the place to get into it.

If it were not for my husband working and keeping the roof over our heads I don't know where we would be! Well that's not true we would be in a homeless shelter. We were a two income family and we lived as a two income family. We thankfully don't have as much credit card debt as most American families but we do have it. And we do have a large home and it is very expensive to keep. We have two small economic cars that are almost paid for and up until last week had a toy our Jeep. We had a 1999 pick up truck but I sold that this summer to help pay off debt.

Some of you may wonder how someone as smart as myself could have ever of gotten myself into such a mess huh? Well I will give you the short story.

We had a sizable nest egg. We needed it for a life and death matter in 2008 involving someone we loved more then life itself and we used it and we don't for one millisecond regret it. We were on the start of rebuilding it when BAM.........Epilepsy hits.

Its been hard I wont lie.It's been gut wrenching, cry my eyes out, go hungry because OMG will there be enough food tomorrow on the table for my kids and husband HARD. Its been heart breaking telling my kids I'm sorry but no I can't buy your friend a birthday present for the party this weekend is there anyway you can not go or pretend your sick? Try looking at your kid and not keep a face that does not want to crumble to the floor and fucking cry!!! Sorry about the language but its how I feel. Try telling your kid that loves to bake that "sorry but no I cant buy flour because it cost $2.29 and we need toilet paper more" I did just find out where the food pantry was this week. Half of me was so excited the other half of me was dying.