Now Dr K was becoming Dr Scary Monster again because I know now I didn't faint and I know damn well Dr "LOVE" was a real idiot to think I had a panic attack. So what the hell happened to me?
I walked into Dr K's office and he said "Hi Beth you fainted again?" with that shit eating grin I so loved to see on his face. I said "Oh no Dr Scary Monster I had a panic attack I have the paper to prove it" (there was a small part of me wanting to believe that I did have a panic attack who wants to think there is something REALLY wrong with you?) He said "Beth you had a seizure and we need to get you a sleep deprived EEG to see what is going on in that brain of yours' AH HUH! I do have a brain I thought HAHA Linda was wrong!!!
I have in the past gone through sleep deprived EEG's in the past with my children so I knew what I was up for (no pun intended heheheh) I can do that, 3 hours sleep in a 24 hr period. I have done that, I was free, young and 21 before.
The date was set. The coffee pot was OFF and I was up. Oh it was not what it was when I was 21 that is for sure. It was not even what it was like 15 years ago when my kids were little. Why on earth could I not do this! Why was late night TV so horrible? Did I not think days ahead of time to at least DVR some good TV so I could at least have something to do? OK hit the timeshare rental forums there is always something new to learn today in the rental business and pray for 3 AM to come soon!
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